Monday, August 28, 2006
early early early
here i m blogging @ 8.33am!!! is like wat the hell rite? i should b sleeping my ass off till like 11.30am, wake up, had my breakfast and slack till evening & go for my jog. but today is just different coz i got an interview to go for at a wuloo place-->chin swee road. u must b like where the hell is tt?! actually it's just a further end of chinatown. yes finally maggie is working after she has been slacking for the previous holiday. i really do pray to get tt job coz the pay is good! $10/hr! who will not wan it man! all thx to my bro's gf for introducing me to it.=)
8:37:00 AM
so let's talk abt how i spend me sunday..hmm actually nth much too. it's totally like something very routine. sleep my ass off till like 11.30am,wake up, had my breakfast and slack till evening & go for my jog. then aloy called to had dinner together. on the way down to ps to meet him, tobs called saying tt why not go over to his place coz he is having a bbq. i was like "y u can suddenly have bbq one?" but nvm as long there's something for me to eat i'm fine.
in his hse, finally i get to see tobs siblings. gosh. his bro look just like a printed version of tobs. his 2 cute sister r adorable. they both look just wonderful to have as daughters. but too bad i didn't really get to talk to them coz i seriously duuno how to.
ok i better stop here. i got to hit the shower, get change and look pretty.
Saturday, August 26, 2006
just got back from my cycling trip~
just came out of the bathroom & here i am blogging. reached hm around 9.45am after having mac breakfast wif rainie, shuk & hidayah. yesterday was really a day we slack our way man~ it was sort of called a cycling trip tt we end up cycling to bedok jetty to take alot of funny pics then to bridge near indoor stadium to sit there to crap then back to east coast to pitch a tent and rest, eat & talk crap again.
12:19:00 PM
guess my body hasn't really adjust itself back after the project so around 2 plus i'm already knock out. leaving tt 3 sitting in the tent dunno doing wat. in the end woke up at 6 am because there's a hell lot of ppl jogging pass radomly and the noise they created is just too much for me to take it.
ok i guess i better get off and tidy up my rm. it looks like a tsunami-hit shore.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
long ago i said u didn't affect me cause i don't even care. but now u do affect a hell lot
mr melcolm tan. the man of the year tt bring me nothing but shit & trouble.
9:52:00 PM
today i was almost late for presentation but god is kind in the end i'm not late at all. so half way through the presentation, i feel so hungry to the extend tt i know if i dun eat, i will just puke, faint & die. so in the end tiff & rainie join me for breakfast too. when those 2 ladies r still having their breakfast, suddenly rainie receive a sms and it said "the teachers have notice tt u guys r missing". so tiff & rainie quickly finish their breakfast and we rush up to the studio but i guess it's a bit late coz our dear mr melcolm tan dun seem to let us get away so easily. he target tiff and ask her where she go. & tiff gave a classic answer " i went to the toilet".
after everyone has presented their project, mdm zai ask me and a few others to stay back and she said "i got something i wan to talk to u all." when she say tt, i know it's nth but shit. but in the end she made me stay back for an hours plus waiting for her to finish talking to those guys who r going for the perth trip then she call me in. when i'm there with the few others, she ask us "in the morning during presentation, where did u all go?" we all were slient for like 10sec then i say "i went to have my breakfast". then the rest also say tt they went to have their breakfast. so in the end mdm zai ask "so wat do u think i should do?" i said "anything tt u think is right. as long u r fine wif it, i'm fine wif it too". the others agreed to wat i've said. so in the end mdm zai decided to take of our presentation mark in order to b far for those who sit throughout the presentation.
i was pissed. not tt i was pissed wif the deducting of marks coz seriously i dun give a fucking damp abt it anymore. but wat i'm concern is wat abt those ppl who didn't even present at all? how many marks is she going to deduct away? in wat bloody stand does she have to decide on how many marks to b deducted away when she said tt she is trying to b fair? in the end she may deduct away all my presentation marks but only deduct away 1 or 2 marks for those who didn't present at all coz they dun even have a presentation mark to b taken away. this just sound so unreasonable.
when i was on my way hm, i receive a call frm my classmate and my classmate say "i think melcolm is targeting those ppl he dun like lor. coz wan kee & nai mei also went MIA but they r not being called out". when i hear tt, i'm REALLY pissed. tt mother fucker son-of-a-bitch. in the end he still managed to find a way to target me down. he step on my tail not once but twice and i guess tt's enough. and he bloody hell didn't even dare to stay back when mdm zai is questioning us. only mr steven stay back.
now i swear tt if next time he dare to do anything to me and those ppl which he is targeting, i'm sure i will get even wif him.
Monday, August 21, 2006
finally it's over
ahh~ thank god today is my day to present. was having a hard time during the weekend to think of wat to say. in the end thanks to rainie who taught me how and wat i should say cause my script is really freaking short that i will b able to complete it in like 2 mins. not a gd thing.
8:42:00 PM
after my presentation, melcolm tan pass a comment which i guess he had said it to everyone after they have presented and tt is " ermm maggie i dun get the idea of how u translate ur concept into ur design. u keep talking abt Vanda Miss Joaquim but i'm not able to see tt being translate in ur design." when i heard tt, seriously i'm so not interested in entertaining his senseless question. is he paying attention to wat i'm talking during my presentation? tt's the question i'm asking myself.
while i'm standing infornt of the whole class wif dunno wat to say to melcolm, mdm Zai spoke up for me & save me! oh my god seriously till now it's still hard to believe she spoke up for me when during most of my presentation she will really crit my design till i wanna cry. she told melcolm tan tt she understand the way i translate singapore and vanda miss joaquim in my design. but she left wif saying "but ur design very 2D". tt is something i agree too so tt's fine. =) steven give me the green light too by saying my idea is not tt bad but it will be better if i were to use hybrid planting and nature planting in the site as vanda miss joaquim is a hybrid plant. sometimes i guess i really do need to think out of the box but watever it is, i thank god tt my project didn't go tt bad this time round.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
1st day to FREEDOM~
finally it's over. really had a hard time trying to finish the project. but all thanks to rainie. she call me and said" i dun care hor i wan to see u on wednesday morning 9.30am to print the boards!" becoz of tt, i really wack myself hard to complete it so i can print the boards wif her @ peace centre. althought the work is not really up to standard,but wat ever is it, i just wan to hand it in & get over it.
9:40:00 PM
today is the first day of presentation and everyone was gd i can say. the best concept is jing fang's idea. "let's meet at" is the best concept to suit tt site. & i can say tt the way to transform it into design is also easy. coz all u need is to have a few out standing feature so ppl can meet at tt particular spot. even myself have thought of it. but dunno for wat freaking reason i've change my concept to "flower of the national". tt is just so stupid of me to follow zai's idea. but watever is it. wat done is done. and i shall face all sort of shit the teachers give me on monday when i present.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
3 more days to freedom or to hell???
Done:
11:07:00 PM
- Layout Plan
- Planting Plan
- Hardscape Plan
Left:
- 2 Construction Detail (which i still don't know what i wanna do)
- 2 Perspective (i'm just too lazy to draw it)
ok i've 3 more days...2.5 days left in exact. currently i've have finish my 3 bloody plan & my 2 sections. so i have left those stuff tt i hate the most and tt is the construction detail & the perspective. i guess this time my presentation board will look ugly cause i'm not using MicroStation to draw it. i'm doing it by hand. hopefully i'll b able to scan it and scale it to the size tt i wan (1:500).
i'm sure now everyone is rushing like crazy or perhaps some have already given it up or the worst some have already fall sick. rainie has fall sick. tt's the latest news i got to know this afternoon. she is on fever. poor thing her. fall sick at such a critical timing. anyway i'm sure she can do it like always. =) rainie all the way man!!! to everybody, dun give up~
ok back to work. tata~
Thursday, August 10, 2006
i'm moving i guess...6 more days to dead line!!!
11:25:00 PM
this is something new @ orchard's Watson~ saw it last week wif shuk but i was too busy to get the pic frm him. anyway this is a vending machine that allows u to buy Dove skin care products! i find tt it's not a bad idea but the stupid thing is tt it's placed inside Waston! Waston itself is already selling skin care products so wat's the point of putting a vending machine there? it should b placed at some hotels or housing estate area which will make more sense!
finally i'm doing my layout...i can say it's 90% complete. all i need is to redraw it out & think whether should i do by mircostation OR hand draw. looking at it i'm already having a HUGE headache. there's too many curves. so many tt i can't really tell which is paving & which is planting. well, i must at least force myself to get the layout done today. not need to render. just get it drawn out will do. so tml i can perharps switch to drawing my sections and perspective...shit man i really hate doing tt 2...it just suck. but wat to do. this is the bloody basic training tt all ppl need to go through. yes i did say basic. all this shit and tt's only basic.
6 more days!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
我的明天会是怎样...
for the past few days i can say...i didn't do much about the project that will be due on 16/8/06 which is like 10 days from now...i'm so so dead. i know i will be able to rush the whole thing out by friday IF i really work for it. but i guess i need to force myself to do it than to do it willingly. i've lost the passion for it already dunno for what reason. i guess perharps maybe this is not what i wanted. but since this is the last year and i still have left with 6 more months to graduate from this course, i shall force myself to stick to it n hang on. 6 more months that's all i need.
11:47:00 PM
now i'm worried. worried about alot of things. worried about things that i shouldn't even be worrying at this point of time. i'm worried about my future and what i will be able to provide and support my family. it's just so stupid of me to be worrying about this. there's still alot of other stuff that i'm worrying about and it has made me feeling down lately. god what is happening. why does this feeling is coming back to me again. if carrie was here, i'm sure there's a shoulder for me to cry on to. i guess i have start to feel the stress. the stress of having to take the responsibility...
yesterday met up wif aloy and gang. finally they got to intro me who is yi zhuang. he is a nice guy i can say. haha another nice guy that can be added into my list. yi zhuang n toby come down to pick me up but the stupid thing is yi zhuang don't know how to drive down to The Cathy so in the end we make a round in the CBD area and the round teh high way...that's is still not the worse part. the worse part is there's a jam on the high way. god know's why there's bloody jam on a staurday night!!! in the end aloy & sharon went in for the show first. the 3 of us were late for 1 hr...so we only got to watched the last hr of the show. but i'm glad that i'm part of the gang. glad to have know them. =)
我的明天会是怎样...会有奇迹吗?
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
slacking is NOT the key...
Things to do:
9:42:00 PM
- 1 rendered layout plan
- 1 planting plan
- 1 hardscape plan (lighting & park funiture)
- 2 sections
- 2 perspective
- 2 construction details of park furniture
- specification of softscape and 2 park furniture
oh my god...this is the shit. i got to get all this stuff done by 1 week time. a 7 week project & now i got to finish everything in 1 week time. thanks to all the slacking in class and the KL field trip tt made everybody have tt holiday mood. this time round, everyone is rather slack. so far only tuson has finish his final layout plan & the rest of us are still taking our own sweet time thinking where should we place of stuff.
i'm still sort of having a hard time trying to translate my idea into words. i wan to have structures but i can't really explain the purpose of it & how it can be link to my concept. all i can say i really suck at this.