Monday, April 30, 2007
everything seem so far. very very far.
now my dream to travel to thailand, taiwan & melbourne seem very far away.
10:18:00 PM
after a week of calculation, i've concluded that it's totally impossible to travel to that 3 places by the end of this year. you must be wondering why right? the answer is simple. i got to bring money back home every month which i seriously got no idea it would take up such a big portion of what i'm earning. having the money but not able to spend it and pamper urself just suck.
every month people seem to be looking forward to pay day. but for me, i got no idea what to look forward to. trust me i'm not doing any better. everything seem to stay at square one.
before grad, i had a damn long list of what i wanna do. but now, i had a damn long list of what i can't do. so i'm not feeling good about it.
it just suck.
Sunday, April 29, 2007
you taken my everything. all my first time.
days that you need to go back to office unpaid just suck. so ya, that's was my "lucky day" to be arrow. reach at 9am and went off at 4.45pm...almost 8hrs. unpaid. there goes my weekend.
10:25:00 PM
let me present to you the CBD area on a wonderful quiet saturday.not a single soul.
right side...
left side...can't you imagine...NO CARS!!!
this is beautiful isn't it? a back lane with those real classic repair shop & ah gong hair cutting stall.
lopez was bored and he made this with black plaster. haha. he said it's a cobra and a jaguar. to me, it's lopez and mr chua. as for who is which, it's for you to guess.
Friday, April 27, 2007
when my world is grey, you are always there to brighten it up
dar, really thank you so much for coming down to fetch me yesterday.
4:06:00 PM
you are the best.
love you.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
where are you when i want you so badly
waking up at damn weird hours when you sleep at a very normal timing like 12am plus is really a torture.
3:44:00 PM
damn.
got no idea how am i going to survive for long with 4 hrs of sleep everyday.
I WANT MY BED!
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i can't see you in this heavy rain
thanks to zailani, my mail is always flooded with all sort of clips, videos and crap every single day. haha. & here's something i really interest me. i seriously wonder what the hell is this.
3:48:00 PM
can anyone tell me the answer?
Friday, April 20, 2007
everything in life always seem to teach you something
never say yes to OT.
7:32:00 PM
god damn it.
Tell me why
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
3:41:00 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
it seem to be getting from bad to worst
people here are some photos to keep you updated!
1:31:00 AM
yummy chickenchop from maxwell food centre!!! 
this is where i need to report to everyday...
ain't he gorgeous?
me & him. side by side.
this two never fails to brighten up my day.
guess what i'm reading?
mos is boring without you carrie baby.
babe remmeber the church i wanna bring you to for christmas? this the one. =)
right beside it, there's a really really old temple.
was at grandmama's place after she had passed away. & this is what she use to cook those delicious meals for us.
just a cow at the playgroud. ain't it cute?
mom tidying things up at grandmama's place before going home.
i would LOVE to take a ride in this. anyone care to bring me there? anyway it will only be up and running in 2009.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
during the cold nights, only you can keep me warm
after so sO SO LONG, my internet connection is still unavailable. even my 29 inch flat screen tv is not here too!
4:17:00 PM
this explains why i haven't been blogging for so long. anyway i've been busy too~
last week was one of my worst week in my life.
my grandmama passed away last monday night. so everyone went rush over immediatly after receiving my uncle's call. it was a painful experience i can swear to you. i never knew it would hurt so much to see someone you love lying there dead. no matter how much you call for her, she will never ever reply you again. i cried a hell lot that day to the extend that on tuesday morning, i look like a goldfish going for work.
i was so worry about mom cause she didn't cry a single bit which is really weird. kor told us to be strong and take extra good care of mom and if there's any problem, call him immediatly. so i guess everyone is worried about lao ma zi.
the whole funeral lasted for 5days and ever since tuesday, i was at the funeral helping out as much as i could. everyone was damn shag on friday which is the last day of the funeral. seeing the coffin being pushed into the fire by some computerised machine, everyone cried and call for grandmama. kor was crying so badly that it breaks me to see him like that. and trust me i've never seen him cry that way for the last 19 years of my life.
so everything ended. leaving nothing but sweet memories of grandmama and a gold ring she use to wear.
mom gave me the gold ring cause she know that i would want it very very much as a memento.
now i'm wearing it as it fit my index finger perfectly.
Monday, April 02, 2007
life is getting better over here
everythings been good so far. and i really mean EVERYTHING.
11:01:00 AM
at work, i'm doing good so far. the only problem is that it started to get a little bored. perhaps i'm doing my job a little too fast or perhaps i need a more challenging job. now i'm thinking whether should i scram once i earn enough to go thailand & taiwan or should i just stay here for a year. but come to think abt quitting, i still need to have rather a sum of cash for my gym membership.
so how now ppl?
at home, everything is still at that trying-to-stablise part stage. i'm sure once bro starts to work too, everything will be fine.
in relationship, it has been half a year and guess what?! we are still as loving as ever! half a year man. that's long for him & normal for me. *HAHA*
friends, juan has fly over to china for that "CIP", chun hui has gave birth to a cute little boy, les is still in army, aL start to look mature & his build start to look fit like old times, bingy is still as cute as usual.
for the time being, i'll try to blog if i can in the office cause my internet service at home has been cancelled. singnet is just not good enough. haha. so that's 2 week of NO INTERNET CONNECTION AT HOME.