Saturday, September 30, 2006
yesterday was wonderful
to start the day off yesterday, it was rather cock up.
2:29:00 PM
maybe i can say the earlier part of the day was wonderful thou. i didn't go for sch in the morning coz my headache seem to b getting from bad to worst & i cancel everything in the afternoon so i can have the whole afternoon all to myself!
in the evening i get to met up wif a new friend for dinner~ someone i get to know from WLNY n he's just stay a few blocks away frm me. from all the chatting, i found out tt he's a ah beng (369). someone who has a rather complicated background rite? but tt doesn't really stop me frm making friends wif him. =) i also found out tt he know a couple of my friends frm MJR. gosh this just prove tt i've been mixing wif ah bengs in my sec sch life without really knowing it. but wat ever it is. he's a nice friend. dun worry i'll make sure i dun get myself into trouble.
was planning to go MOS for tobs birthday after the dinner but it was cancel last min. hai those guys ah will never change one. always failed to plan a proper outing. always need me to nag at them then they will learn. so nvm. thank god i originally have plan wif someone else.
i guess he's glad tt we didn't have to go down to MOS coz he wanted the night all to ourselves. =)
went to watch rob-a-hood (a show starring jackey chan). it was a very funny show and the baby is super cute! & he has big round grey eyes! how i wish my kid has it too! baby i'm sure it will take a while for melb to have tt show rite? haha if u can't wait, i can burn it n send to u~ =P
while watching the show, my whole world is spinning. tt's how bad my headache is. even till now, my head is still spinning a little while i'm blogging. but thank god his shoulder is there for me to rest on during the movie. even till now i still smell of u. & tt's kind of sweet.
hope u will get use to the way i live my life as i'm trying to get use to urs. but i know there's nth tt's 100% perfect. for me, friends come first. hope u will understand. miss u.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
the new botanic garden
the new gate of the botanic garden! the gate is made of aluminum. coated by paint of dunno wat.
ain't this beautiful?
this is something new. a new pond, a food court, a library & a lab. 
just some beautiful flowers at the side of the pond. dun they look like those fake flower during CNY?
a quiet area for ppl to sit area and enjoy the serenity of the surrounding outside the library.
interested for a swing?
cute yellow flowers tt grow on tree trunk! sometimes we might even get to see the WHOLE tree trunk covered by it!
a ultra big spider tt i spotted.
today we went to the botanic garden to feed mosquito again. haha was actually there to look at the marina bay exhibition but too bad it has already ended & uncle steven didn't know abt it. so we sort of waste the trip. but still we did walk around the newly constructed part of botanic to look at it's details and design. as wat teachers always do, uncle steven n mr tan crit abt their design. telling us where are the flaws & wat we should not do.
so finally it's lunch time! =) had a gd walk frm botanic garden all the way down to orchard wif juan. we had a gd chat while walking n shopping around. guess this has help us to know each other better. it's really had to find a friend who has the same taste as u in music and the way we look at things n life is almost the same too. so i thank god for letting me to know her.
[sometimes, friends fight over friends. sometimes they might even lie to u in order to get to ur trust. but it's always me who decide who i will believe. this time round, i believe in no one. coz i have nth to prove my conclusion and to make my judgement. and it suck. people has been talking behind my back. telling u stuff tt isn't true. but if they were real, plz use ur brain to think and find out the hidden meaning.]
8:50:00 PM
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
site visit for the last time
walking down kallang rive. uncles fishing for fish n crabs under nicoll highway. walking towards the sea. the sunlight was filtered by the trees & it allow us to really enjoy the walk slowly. Hong Kong Cafe @ marina square
11:24:00 PM
quiet enough for u to read a bk and enjoy wat nature can provide u. a different experience compare to east coast. =)
where does this lead to? no one knows.
nearing to esplanade. 
beautifully entwined. 
dun this looks like a lady washing her hair by the river? 
thick french toast + ice milk tea = happy rainie and shy yih 
thick kaya bread + home made barley = happy me~
today went for our site visit for the last time i guess~ coz after this project we'll just grad n never b in SP anymore. =)
today's weather was wonderful i can say. clear sky, windy and the heat frm the sun is just rite. all of us gather at Lavender MRT then we walk our way to opp kallang beach. after standing there for a while, uncles steven gave his "opening speech". he said tt today is more on for us to look around at the site and do our site ananlysis rather than letting them to show ur stuff. so after saying tt he said the whole day is ours. we can doing anything we wan. when i heard tt, i was like "WTF! earlt in the morning u call us to come here and tt's all?!?!" kaoz..i should have stay at hm n continue my sleep.
so we all just walking along the jogging tracks tt link frm kallang beach to suntec city.
for the first time i'm walking on a place i've never been b4. baby remember we went for the big walk? tt time we were walking on the roads. but actually there's a track tt link to suntec too! seriously i got NO idea there's a jogging track tt link tt 2 places up! hehe so i've found a new track to jog. =) next time i can jog frm my place to suntec and back again! i guess tt will b almost 10km. haha. i can say tt place was beautiful. lots of greenery. something very diff frm east coast! u will feel like u r not in sg. so after a few hrs of walking and photo taking, we've reach esplanade. & i think we've bloody hell walk for 4km. gosh ain't tt long. but we've survive it! YEAH!
went to marina square for luch~ so happen we finish the walk at 12 plus. when me, rainie, shy yih & amy was talking the escalator up, rainie saw the hong kong cafe's poster and she was ultra excited. she just love the food there. haha. so she ask all of us to go there for lunch. everyone agree. i can tell u the kaya bread there was nice~ dunno wat they add inside but once i ate 2 slice of it, i'm already very full. as for rainie and shy yih, they ate the french toast. dunno how ppl can eat such sweet stuff~ the honey was like way too sweet and the bread was just way too oily for me. but rainie is loving it!
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
all over AGAIN
sch reopens today. & again it marks the start of a new project. but this time round it's going to b something different. this is my last project in SP coz it's my final year project. so i really do pray i'll pass this last stage of my education life.
12:14:00 AM
today is as usual. mdm zai still crap a hell lot of shit for hrs n hrs when she can finish talking abt the project brief in like 1 hr. tt is just so waste of time. she can really go through every single sentence, every single section, every single detail in tt bloody long brief! o god please save us frm this misery. she still call us to stay back after lunch to talk abt wat question we wan to b put inside the public survey for the project. wat a bloody waste of time. if she were to let us go off earlier, i'll b at cine's hong kong cafe having a gd coffee chat wif rainie and juan!
here comes the shitty part. our time table got screwed up. so no more 1 hr lesson for monday n tuesday. the timetable is still the same. nth has been changed. so there's still sch everyday for freaking long hrs. o man i still thought tt i'll have more time to hit the gym but looks like life is not really tt gd yet. far frm enjoyment.
ok i guess i better take a rest now. 3 hrs of sleep frm yesterday is not enough.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
forbidden city, coca steam boat, nydc
woke up, rush to the bath rm dress up & out i go! tt's how i start my day. if i dun get out of the hse, i'll b screw by someone.
1:17:00 AM
was super shag frm last nite. the bloody D52 i drank at CUBE sort of knock me out once i got hm. yeah i know i'm dirty coz i didn't bath. althought the drink isn't strong at all, but it just give me a real bad headache. rainie babe so sorry for the disappoint. i didn't know there isn't any crowd at CUBE tt nite plus i didn't know there's free entry for ladies b4 11pm. but i'm sure u were entertain by benny rite~ haha thank god he is there. so CUBE was a real disappointment. dunno wat happen to tt place on fri nite. then we all move to DXO. the music is still a little sucky but at least we did dance & rainie had some fun b4 we went hm.
today was great! went to the esplanade to watch Forbidden City: Portrait of an Empress wif alvin and 5 of his guild member.
Forbidden City: Portrait of an Empress: it was abt a love of a young concubine is in love wif the emperor but was dump when she got pregnant. she go through alot just to protect her child but still her child died cause of STD. how ironic can tt be rite? didn't die in war but die cause of STD. so she appointed her nephew to b the emperor but failed too. & as years go by she became an empress who everyone thinks tt she is the one who bring china down. the cause of the downfall of china. but actually there's more than it meets the eye.
alvin's guild ppl r friendly. totally love them! =)
they r very diff compare to the bunch of carolyn's guild ppl who are all not friendly, turn off when they heard tt i dun play WOW and only talk abt the game and nth else. is like WTF when u hang out u still talk abt the game 24/7. aint tt boring? if u talk a little abt it i'm still fine wif it coz tt is the common thing among them but those old man can talk abt it throughout the whole makan session! tt really makes me think tt they dun have a life. so actually tt experience was bad wif carolyn & her guild members.
so when alvin call me to meet out wif his guild friends, i did think abt it carefully. i dun wan to spoil my own night wif a bunch of boring gamers. but now i thank god tt i did tagged along wif him for the steam boat for dinner wif his guild ppl after the show. it's rather hard to believe tt men of different age can hang out so well because they have one thing in common. World of Warcaft. haha they are a bunch of gd to b wif friends. they are friendly, playful, cheeky & they never make me feel like an outcast. they can joke abt anything and everything in the world. rare to see guys who i can chat wif like girls~ we ate alot, crap alot & after 2 hrs plus of steam boat, we still went to NYDC for dessert. isn't tt sinful? gosh, i better really work harder in the gym when sch reopens.
if u wanted something, u need to try hard enough to get it. so try harder. it's not free.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
next week sch will start
sch reopens next week and tt is something i dun like to remind myself but i got to prepare for it! all of us are suppose to hand in a powerpoint of max 5 slides for our Urban Environment & Society Paper. althought 5 slides might sound little but it will b able to kill us already coz we dun even know wat to do abt it. hope tt uncle steven will make it easy for us to pass! =) we love u uncle steven! so plz make it easy for us to pass! then on monday we'll also get to know the killer of the year, our final year project, which seriously i dun wan to know wat r u going to do. i just pray tt time can stop here. so i will never grad frm SP and dun need to work. but looks like no one can fulfilled this wish. haha tt's lame. today had a gd coffee talk wif rainie @ great world city's mac cafe. u must b thinking y we decided to meet at such a wuloo place rite? it's not my idea to meet there. haha it's rainie. she say there's some stuff to shop and to look around coz it has been a long time since she had been there. so i'm like fine wif anything. since i have nth but time recently. never been this free in my whole life b4! & i just dun wan to stay at hm coz the ticks r driving me crazy! i told my mom to call in the pest buster but she refuse so i need to shoo them out in meg's way. abt how m i going to do it, i'm still thinking abt it. think clearly about what you want now. i'm not here to stress you up. i'm here to share the stress with you.
12:13:00 AM
A wonderdul tuesday afternoon to have a coffee talk wif a gd friend.
great world city is a nice place to chill out. it's quiet enough to talk and the crowd there is very diff frm wat u see in town. no ugly looking tai tai, no students talking loudly, no kids running around. only the working crowd and those ppl who has the whole world time r there. so the atmosphere there is very relax. u dun feel intense. u dun feel like u r rushing for time or something. the both of us got to talk abt all kind of stuff~ frm the perth exchange to guys to clothes and to all the random stuff we can think abt. =) tt babe is just adorable. we end our day by doing some grocery at Cold Storage! man i can tell u tt great world's cold storage has wat ever u wan there! i manage to find my fav teddy bear biscuit there too~ so next time i dun need to go to candy empire to get it! haha. =P
Monday, September 18, 2006
i will always be...standing by u
baby, it's indeed special. a unique connection between the 2 of us. a connection tt no one can ever change. no one can ever break. dun cry to tt wonderful song tt we sing. we sing to it coz we wanna filled the whole lonely underpass wif our joy remember? so u must b smiling to it. smiling to the song tt we always sing as we make our way to the beach. thinking of all the fun we had in the past.
1:57:00 PM
it just make me smile to myself when i think of the way we met. in a place where sea turtles swim and sharks too lazy to go after. haha sentosa. isnt tt wonderful? god let us get to know each other at such a special place. not in sch, not during cca, not frm anywhere tt got to relate to sch but during an excursion! just so happen tt my partner was on mc & u r alone without a partner. tt was how we r being pair up. wat coincidence can tt b rite?! =) frm there we became gd friends. practically hang out everyday, everywhere.
we have seen each other's ugly side. my curry puff hair, ur big round semi transparent light pink plastic frames. tt is just way too behind time.
all these years we've grow. more mature, more independent & more sensible tt's wat we r today. tt's the impact we had on each other. there will b no more fighting for me and no more cyring for u. =P remember the pact we had after we left kong hwa? u to b more like me & me to b more like u. i guess we've achieve it without knowing.
baby u r now all alone in melbourne. i'm sure u have become even more independent than i m. without saying i'm sure ur cooking skills have up a level too! i'll b waiting for the day we get to stay under one roof so u will b able to let me taste wat u've learn in melbourne! after tt of course i'll do the washing. tt's a promise if we stay together remember? u cook & i'll wash. tt's the way it will b. so baby plz dun cry. just smile and pray tt days will pass ever faster so u can come hm soon.
dun b sad & dun cry baby. coz i'll b heart broken too.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
finally a day at hm~
finally a day tt i can stay at hm n rest. just got hm around 4 plus i guess. yes i didn't go hm to sleep again. yesterday's competitino at Zouk was disappointing. to me those kind of chorographs can't even b put on stage! even thing look so rojak. everymove is not sharp enough and the dancers r not able to express the feeling they wan through their dance. in the end the group who won was not really tt impressive. althought i'm not a dancer but i'm sure everyone who was there yesterday know who should b the winner. but i guess they didn't won because ppl will say tt it's bias if they really did won.
6:11:00 PM
after the whole competition we left. didn't even stay back to party or wat so ever. i'm not really in the mood anyway. so we went to catch a movie. The Banquet. a show tt is chim to me. the show has something tt got to do wif history, love, hatred and revenge. so when this 4 is put together i'm sure everyone can tell tt it's something tt has to do wif fighting over a throne. & during the process, it has drag alot of ppl in it. alot of innocent ppl had been killed and in the end no one survive.
ok i'm shag. time to go to bed.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
tonight's programme
5:03:00 PM
tix to the Girl's Nation Dance Battle @ Zouk. i know it look a bit cheapo...
baby look at wat u r missing in SINGAPORE!!! it's the Girl's Nation Dance Battle org by StudioWu and BenQ. so without saying, our teachers frm StudioWu r taking part in the competition too~ tt's y i'm there for! so just in case u r thinking who did i drag along wif me this time round to club, it's alvin. not our charming alvin de souza but the alvin we got to know from the chalet. i really hope tt u will b here to watch it wif me. this is one big thing i'm sure u will b screaming for to join me! & u will not believe how much i've been clubbing! for this week i've club till i drop man! went to MoMo & MOS on wed. went DXO on fri. today(sat), i'm going down to zouk to party after the competition! i'm sure u r praying for 22nd dec to come even faster rite?!?! all the TCCing, talk cock session, the anytime anywhere outing and the parties! dun u just miss it!? i'll promise u i'll bring min jiang kueh for u on the day i fetch u. so u can have it rite away! but wat flavour would u like to have? haha as for muah chee, we'll go get it somewhere together.
now orchard has sort of starting to put up a bit of the christmas decor so whenever i'm there, i'll just think of u~ thinking of where to go to listen to our christmas carols. it will be our very first peaceful slient nite man! =) haha but the funny part is mooncake festival haven't even past and they r like perparing for christmas liao! dun really make sense rite? we r like 3 months away frm christmas. i'll promise u i'll bring u min jiang kueh on the day i'll fetch u frm the airport~ but wat flavour do u wan?
Friday, September 15, 2006
after one day of research...
after much searching online this is wat i've found.
4:57:00 PM
- ticks r under the same class as spider called arachnid.
- tick r broke down in 2 types : hard ticks OR soft ticks.
- they dun typically infest the hse but it depends on wat breed they are.
- if a tick so happen to lay eggs in the hse, they will hatch in thousands.
- tick can carry disease with them like bed bug and mosquitoes.
so now i guess my whole house is in deep shit. there's lots of stuff i got to get to clean the whole house to make sure the eggs dun keep in hatching. this is just shit dunno how much money i got to spend on this problem.
i've just went to see a doctor and she said tt mostly likely i've been bitten by a tick too looking at those bites around my neck. so she gave me some medication to stop me frm scratching and some cream to apply. but she said no matter wat i got to get those bugs out of my house in order to stop all the bites and stuff
i'm so fucking going to shave my dog and make sure nth will cling on her.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
it's a tick! not a flea!
this are the people i got to thank for the trouble: thank god to lester for helping me to find out wat exactly is tt thing on my dog and providing me the information. thank alex for telling me it's not a big issue coz it wat dogs will get esp when i walk her everyday. thank wan fern for telling me not to worry coz her dog got it b4. & also for telling me tt i will also itch if i have sensitive skin.
11:22:00 PM
thanks to les. he manage to source out wat i tell him. & bloody hell it's not a flea tt's on my dog. it's a tick!
ok so the thing tt has 8 leg, brown in colour, looks like a bed bug is not a flea! it's a tick! and this bloody insect is on my dog, on my sofa, on the edges of my wall and on the floor crawling! just now when i was sitting on the sofa, i saw on crawling on my leg! immediately i call my mom and i told her i'm throwing the whole sofa away. so me and my bro we carry it down. 3 storey man! now i know why i'll itch when i'm sitting on the sofa. i also found one crawling on the floor in my bro's bed rm. a few dead ones at the edges of the wall after i've remove the sofa. i totally freak out. so my conculsion is : tt bloody thing has been in my house for a few month already! coz it will take 2 months for them to complete a life cycle to turn into an adult. i just hate insects tt suck blood and give me nth but trouble. but if anyone who has some knowledge on wat are the impact dog's tick can have on human please tag me and tell me wat u know. i'll thank u a million!
for today i've only slept for 5hr. frm 1 - 6pm. thx to my dad for driving me up the wall and making me not sleeping after coming back frm MOS so i can get the flea and tick control solution immediately the store has open. was really shag out after apply all the stuff on my dog. after tt i still can't sleep well coz it's just irritating to know tt there so bug around in the house! nevermind i shall b patience and wait for a month to how things progress. tml i have to go and see a doc coz i'm itching even worse than my dog. how funny can tt b right?!?! all thanks to my sensitive skin.
gd bad or wat?
guess i'm not sleeping coz guess wat? my dog has FLEAS!!! is like wat the fuck rite? where the hell she got it frm? no one knows the answer anyway. but all i know dog fleas can attack and grow on human too and when it does i'm dead. so i guess i better make a visit to a pet shop once they've open and ask them wat can i do abt it. if not i'm going to kill my dog for god sake coz my dad is driving me crazy abt this issue! hai 7.14am. just got out from the bath rm after a nite in MOS. yes again...
7:16:00 AM
tonight was nth special. went mos coz rainie can't wait to club once the plane has touched down frm perth. she had lots of fun shaking her ass till the club closed. but for me, i can say i've a difficult nite. dunno y i'm having such weird feeling when i saw him. for the first time i feel terrible. feel like as if something bad had happen. as if he had killed my parents of something. but everything is still as the same. nth changed. maybe i just dunno wat i wan. got no idea wat i got to do now. i guess him himself also got no idea wat himself is thinking.
to miss:
long ago we were partners. we always come and go TOGETHER. but now it's all over. all the while i treat u real gd and close coz i thought tt u r true but now i dun think so. i've heard abt stuff u said abt me. stuff tt i dun even believe when i've heard it. but i know it's true. so i guess i've repay all the kindness. thank u so much for being wif me at the times me my life is in a total screw up situation. but i can tell u ur life isn't any better than me. now i'm standing on my own feet, having friends tt is true and enjoying wat is really can life. u sucking on other ppl (tt's non of my business) , having fun as u jump frm one to the another and still as usual trying to make me jealous wif all the attention u've got. i can tell u i'm never jealous coz i'm satisfied wif wat i've got. i'm contented and i'm happy wif my friends. so since we r having a very different life, we better just stay out of each other's business.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
lake house
ok i guess i'm a little behind time or should i say i'm way too behind time. just got to watched the lake house. a show tt was in the cinema sometime back. i didn't get to watch it cause no one was there to watch it wif me + all my friends find tt it was a stupid love story.
6:08:00 PM
a love tt was 2 years apart. tt is painful. the person is not there physically but u know he is out there somewhere, 2 year apart. u can feel his presence but u can't see him. u wan to hold on to him and tell him how much u love him but u can't. all u can do is to make sure u r there to try to share his joy when he is happy, his sadness when is he down. the only way u can get connected wif each other is through tt letter box outside the lake hse. using letters. the old fashion way. nth else. but thank god in the end they got to meet up wif each other in year 2008.
finally a time to end all the clubbing nights!
just woke up. but as usual i didn't get enough sleep. clubbing for 2 weeks str is really not gd for ur health. now i'm already starting to have flu and stuff. shit man this is bad. yesterday's NUS dance blast was wonderful! although there's like 1 or 2 item tt wasn't really tt well chorograph but over all it's wonderful~ the music + the people = it will make u wanna groove wif them. this prove tt ppl who bury themselves who bks can jam too! it just make me miss the days in studio wu even more! the times we had fun in bryan's class doing our gal thing, in carol's class trying to look sexy & hot & in dee dee's class having lots of fun! Oo man i need someone to go classes wif me~ baby where r u~ =P
2:30:00 PM
after tt went to MOS...AGAIN. need to thank yiz for taking all the trouble to come NUS to pick me up. when we were there, there wasn't much ppl in he dance floor but as the night continue, dance floor was way too packed up to even move. i really sort of regret going there. becoz it's yiz army friend's birthday so he was sort of entertaining him. there's like around 10 botaks altogether surrounding me. haha it just feels funny.
i've change my blog add is just simply because there's some ass hole pissed me off badly so to NOT let him know wat's happening to my life and stuff, i changed it.
Friday, September 08, 2006
wat will happen when u see the dead?
this is something i remember out of a sudden when i was on my way hm after meeting a client. so i guess i better blog it down.
1:02:00 PM
* for the past few days i keep dreaming of dead ppl. ppl jumping off the building, ppl dying and stuff like tt. wat the hell does tt means? perhaps something dirty had followed me hm when i went to the crematorium on tuesday. i just hope tt it's not a bad sign or something. everytime when i dream of dead ppl, something bad will either happen to me or the ppl close to me. even today, i woke up b4 the alarm clock starts ringing. i had a bad dream tt's wat i know. but i can't remember wat happen. all i know is i saw something. *
so today is the day to PpAaaRrrTttyyyY *again*~ HAHA i have been clubbing for 2 weeks str and i'm sick of it. but thank god for today i dun need to pay coz i'm under the guest list this time! i can count myself lucky for tt. shaking ass in the VIP area is definatly better than on the dance floor i guess. all thx to jack (my dear junior) for tt.
tml i still need to go clubbing again wif another bunch of friends after watching a dance concert wif my bro @ NUS. i still remember last year i got to watch it wif carrie and the conert gd i can say. but too bad this year she is not here. baby u r missing a hell lot of stuff! remember last year we went to Dashing Diva for our fake nails b4 i rush hm to get change and rush down for the concert? remember the fun we had in the cab? wonderful moment isn't it? this year it's going to b me & my elder bro. & his is the one treating! haha i just love him! he knows tt i love to watch dance concert so he invited me to go wif him. =)
sometimes somethings just dun wait for u. when u know it's the one, get it.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
1:02:00 AM
so today it's a slacking day again~ haha i just love holiday!!! i just pray tt i can dun work n slack my holiday all the way man!
today get to meet up wif aL (finally he is out of tekong! having a 10 days break!). as usual, he is still so charming even without his hair. haha. we went window shopping around orchard and i've bought $20 worth of mrs field! gosh i'm so going to put on weight for this. u must b thinking i'm out of my mind rite? haha coz i 've a $10 voucher but i must spend a min of $20. so wat to do~ mrs field just rock my world man! having much shopping around, alvin bought a hell lot of food frm the taiwan food store @ fareast & we went to pasta mainia. as wat i always eat.
after tt we make our way down to the airport to send off those ppl who r involve in the student exchange in perth. standing at the departure entrance really reminds me alot on the day tt carrie left. 28.6.06. tt's the day she left. standing there, i can feel as though she was there. even aL said tt he felt the same way too. the crying, the i-don't-wan-to-leave i-don't-wan-to-let-go look is just something tt keeps on repeating in my mind. baby sometimes it's really weird when u r not around. ur laughter, ur blur look, ur way of saying "ur hair is fine alvin" is something we all miss alot.
to carrie:
baby now u r real busy in sch. exams r nearing also rite? always remember wat i've said. dun work too hard. coz u need to enjoy life too! haha =). take care of urself. dun fall sick. coz once u r sick, i'll b real worried over here in sg.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i'm not ur whole world, u r not mine too. plz understand tt.
to tt somebody who pissed me off while i was at the crematorium:
1:27:00 AM
yesterday u called & seriously screw up my nite at jie han's place. do u know tt we r not together anymore? do u know tt do dun even have a stand to tell me tt u r disappointed in me? do u know tt saying tt u r disappointed in me has no effect on me anymore cause u r not my BF for god sake. even if u r my bf, seriously it's stupid to b jealous of me going to her hse to stay over. i dunno wat u r thinking but it's just childish. wake up ur idea man. we didn't really draw a line in our relationship after tt break up so i really do hope u r reading this. i need the both of us to behave normal. as in normal in our actions. back to friends, back to basic. tt's all i ask frm u.
ok so tt's some crap i got to tell someone.
today is really a day i run around teh whole of singapore! early in the morning went to chinatown for tt bloody vodka interview. gosh tt gal really gave me a hard time. seriously i'm not tt kind tt can sell myself. so when she asked "so wat makes u think tt u can b a promoter for our company?". i just sit there and real hard and in the end i gave a lame answer. tt lady is trying to see whether am i aggressive a not but the problem is i'm just not born wif tt~ and she need someone who is aggressive for tt job coz in DFS there is also other promoters who will b competing wif me. so being aggressive is just way too important for them. maybe i am aggressive when i was younger but tt part of me just seem to fade away as time goes by. so tt's too bad. plus i have no experience in sales so i guess i have lose half the battle. on man i feel like an idiot for not going to try out for the CKOA model making job. damp it.
after tt, me n jie han went over to boon lay. mandai crematorium. it's freaking far. but wat to do. i alway go an extra mile for a friend. when there to pay a visit to her god brother who died a few months back. coz tt poor gal really do miss him. even time when she start to talk abt him, her eyes will just b filled wif tears. we just hang around there for an hour talking abt him and then we make our way to orchard to chill.
met rainie in the evening to have dinner together b4 heading down for the party. ate mac...shit shouldn't have eat tt. not i'm like regreting...all the fries, coke and nuggets is so going down my ass. the seventeen party @ Zouk is as usual. nothing surprising. nothing special. it's just like all the past parties i've attended before. it made us wait for an hour b4 it starts. when me n rainie was there, rainie suddenly tell me tt one of the contestant is frm SP and she is frm architecture! tt was something shocking coz i've been in SP for 3 years n i never seen a babe frm BE before. when i saw tt girl cat walk her way up n down the stage, i dun think she is gorgeous or wat. she is just like a normal looking gal tt u can find a whole bunch in orchard road. but in the end u know wat? she got third place for the Miss Seventeen Competition!!! ain't it cool! it's totally shocking lor!
ok time to get my beatuy sleep~ tml perhaps maybe the day to shake ass again. coz aL is out!
Monday, September 04, 2006
i woke up smiling to myself
front cover of the seventeen birthday bash invitation card!!!
all the crap stuff tt we got to know about the party at the back of the card...so above is the party tt i'll b going tml~ haha it's the seventeen birthday bash @ Zouk! still remember it's always carrie who will accompany me to all this wonderful parties...but this time she's not here. so i got to go wif someone else. baby come back soon! can't wait for u to come back and shake ass wif me! i wan u to tell me wat has been going on in melbourne! all the fun, stupid & sad stuff~ i wanna know all of it man!
so this time it's my dear hamster rainie who will be going wif me. actually was thinking of dragging a guy down wif me but come to think of it i got a feeling rainie never go for such parties b4 so let her go have some fun or at least look at some babes in Zouk b4 heading down to perth for the student exchange. hehe or can take it as the party in exchange for the trouble for her to bring back chocolates from perth for me!
now i'm just slacking at hm for jie han to come my hse for dinner. she must have b real bored to call me asking me where i am. haha tt poor thing. so i invited her over for dinner and also to show my mom the gal i had always been talking abt. after tt, i'm going over to her hse to stay again so she will not b tt bored. gosh i dunno how many days have i been sleeping at different person's place. but wat to do. maggie always go all the way for friends. tml morning i still need to go for tt bloody vodka interview again @ 10.30am!!! coz last week tt bloody gal who is suppose to interview me "fang wo fei ji". god plz let me get the job!
just wanna let u know i'm thinking about last week. the magical dance floor. the magical night. the magical moment.
6:23:00 PM
time to blog after a few days of fun & enjoyment
wed 30.8.06
12:41:00 AM
went out wif jie han and club with a bunch of kids who all are her friends and i end up hugging and dancing wif a guy tt is 1 bloody year younger than me. but he dance wif respect. haha & he is gorgeous.
thur 31.8.06
sleep over at jie han's place after tt nite of fun and we went back to MJR together coz it's teachers' day eve. but I dun give a damp for the teachers coz my younger bro is performing - singing some crap song for the teachers wif his class - so ya i'm back for tt.
fri 1.9.06
met up wif rainie and shuk to help rainie out wif her flea market but in the end me & shuk were cutting out elephant for her tagging. hope tt did help her. haha. met up wif alvin & went mos after a nice dinner & talk cock session. it was a wonderful nite. magical i can say. everything is just so right.
sat 2.9.06
didn't get to sleep at all coz i send alvin hm yesterday. dunno he is drunk or wat. he just seem to b only semi conscious. so to make myself not to worried so much, i guess it's best for me to make sure tt he is safe. went hm at 6.30am to change. met rainie & shuk at 9 plus am to help her set up her store for the flea market~ it’s just sweet to see ur friend making their dreams come to life. in the end i was so bloody hell shag tt i reached hm at 6 plus pm and i slept all the way till the next day 9 am.
i guess all the above might not sound really wonderful but at least it's not tt bad. but seriously i enjoy myself~ I can say sometimes somethings tt u dun expect it coming will always come knocking at ur door and give u a shock of ur life. =) so ya i got it n i guess i'm happy abt it.
got to watch love wrecked today wif funan. It’s a it's a show abt a girl who was caught in a ship wreck wif a rock star tt she love .they were being washed to shore and they thought they were in an island where there’s no one but tt girl found out tt they are still on the island tt they were staying on. It’s just tt the shore and the resort is a jungle away. in the end the girl did not fall in love wif the rock star. instead she fall in love wif her childhood friend. not bad show. a happily ever after kind of show.