Sunday, September 30, 2007
1 down, 11 more to go
coming and going, that's what i hate for the moment...
8:52:00 PM
darling i'm missing you already.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
how i wish you were
1:01:00 AM
Whenever i saw a plan fly pass, i'll always remember the days we were in taiwan. Holding hands, laughing & joking, exploring every unknown alley, meeting people & of course you and your basketball machine. =) Just the 2 of us.
Never had the chance yet to go east coast with you. But everytime when i saw something this beautiful on my usual cycle trip, i just want you to see this too. You are the one who would make everything so perfect.
It was only 5pm plus and the moon was already out. Bigger than what we usually see. It was hanging so low, so near to the sea. As the sky start to darken, the moon light was cast on the sea. It's was gorgeous. Wish you were here.
2 more days.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
all set & waiting
today was the day that i sign my documents to offically become one of the members of people's association. so i guess now i can be so called a government officer. haha sounds a little "dUh" but yeah. the funny part is that i got to attended a 10 days induction thingy which i think is like a 10 days camp but without those standard obstacles course.
4:08:00 PM
there goes my 10 days to the government. a little like BMT don't you think so?
after all the talking and briefing, i went down to suntec for the halo 3 exhibition to collect his Xbox360. I was wondering aimlessly around there and i saw this!
hehe he was walking around holding on to a damn big gun which almost hit me when he turned around. i find him gorgeous so i stop him and started snapping pictures of him. 3moredays.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
wish you were here
12:05:00 AM
here i present to u Tupperware Mooncake!
haha mom brought this back from work and i think it's a must for me to share this with everybody! don't you think this is damn cool? TUPPERWARE MOONCAKE! hahaha i'm so going to laugh my ass off because of this.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
the thing you do
7:03:00 PM
today i went to your place with mom. it's was a very hot day and there were no cars parking at the carpark.& i saw only this little turtle sun tanning by itself. i guess god did that on purpose to let me miss you even more.9 more days.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
you are all it matters
11:20:00 PM
To mOo:
dinner without you is tasteless.
wish that you were here today, sitting right beside me.
it hurt me so much to hear that you fall sick. my baby darling be strong and soon everything will be over.
i'll be at home waiting for you.
From: sHi
Sunday, September 16, 2007
i will see you in my dreams...right?
9:59:00 PM
it's just feels damn weird eating this alone with no one to fight over with.
darling i miss you so so much.
12 more days.
every step you take walking further away from me, my heart aches
i dunno is this a good news or what but "people i'm now free to go out anyday anytime u guys want!" u guys must be wondering "why? is it i break up already?" i would say a big "NO" to that question.
4:06:00 PM
the thing is that my dear bf has just got in tekong. so i would not be seeing him for the next 2 weeks and the rest of the weekdays for the next 2 years...that suck. no more slacking in the lazy sunday afternoon, no more brunch and no more i wan to see u now.
u can say that i'm too emotional but whenever i hear a love song playing, i just feel like crying. the scene where he walk me to the ferry terminal, let go of his hand, we walk in 2 seperate directions and keep turning our head just to have that last look just keep playing in my head.
that is so heart breaking.
i just hate to see him walk away.
so people if u are kind, please call me out so i can keep my mind away from missing him.
this is not a pasar malam. it's a full display of all those army stuff and people are just crowding around.
my boy is there. right in that group...
the painful walk that i got to walk out along.
Friday, September 07, 2007
i saw a shooting star
i saw an angel and she told me "darls, you know i'm here for you as always lah."
11:55:00 PM
shooting star really work when u pray real hard.
thanks baby. =)
i wish, i wish, i wish....
all i need is a wishing star
it's nobody's fault.
7:35:00 PM
i can't believe i'm so stupid
After much thinking, i can't believe i'm god damn stupid.
2:50:00 PM
I should have let things go my way.
I should have do whatever whenever i want without even considering whoever's feeling.
I am not born to be a loner and will never be.
Now all i wan to do is to scream to the ocean out loud saying how much i HATE to be in this right now.
I'm so PISSED and ANGRY at myself.
& you know what's the worse part of it, i'm at HOME.
what will you do when dark clouds are above you?
I must have woke up from the very wrong side of my bed today.
11:37:00 AM
What a damn wrong day.
So I've got no luck at all and screw my morning.
i've lost the me in me
12:34:00 AM
POP TARTS!!! A perfect cure for woman who had a bad day. This thing here will simply keep you happy with it's amount of sugar in it~
Tml is an important day~ going for a job interview which allows me to earn good money. =)
So fingers crossed for me!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
baby, why wouldn't you hug me to bed
man chose alcohol over woman.
1:00:00 AM
how typical can that be.