Saturday, January 27, 2007
64 days
a wonderful saturday night.
9:49:00 PM
it's really a waste to sit here & blog about the day.
I WANNA DANCE SO MUCH!
anyone short of a dance partner?
hai...to dance without any worries. that's all i wan now. only until 10th of feb when the results are really out then it will b offically no worries for me! so till then, i got to work hard to touch up my finaly project.
so i've just receive something that i have been saving up for. and i really meant saved. i was wondering should i spend that money? cause after that, i'm rather broke. so after a hell lot of thinking, i made up my mind and decided to get it.
a thousand thanks to that lady who send it to my door step. i was totally shock and surprise to see it! it was way too adorable! and now it's tempting me not to give it away. yes, that little thing is not for me. it's for that somebody. =) now i know wat is to love unconditionally. you will try to give that somebody everything. the stars, the moon & even the sun~ haha.
so finger crossed & pray he will like it.
so now i'm left with my little bro's birthday present!
Friday, January 26, 2007
is it heaven or hell that i'm going?
finally the exmas are over.
5:18:00 PM
actually nothing much to be happy about. just no more worries.
now it's only left with one last part & after that, it will mark the end of my education life.
i've been thinking for the past few weeks will i be able get out of SP for good or am i going to waste 3 years of my percious life without getting a diploma and regret for the rest of my life that i've taken all the trouble to appeal just to get in DLA. leaving with no one to blame, i can only blame myself for making a stupid decision to withdraw out of NP in the first place.
ain't that stupid. do you think so too?
tan said to me n shy yih that some are now in A&E and some are already brain dead when we are asking him whether can we take our journal back for the improve of our portfolio this morning.
so wat does he mean?
is he hinting that me & shy yih are dead or we are in A&E and there's no point of saving in the last minute?
we are just hoping for an answer.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
when everything comes so easily, you know it's useless not a blessing.
so it's the 4th day of crit.
8:38:00 PM
didn't really start off my day in a gd way. guess i woke up from the wrong side of my bed. but all thanks to shy yih for making everything much better. having her to listen to the crap tt i gave her this morning really just prove tt she is a friend worth it! =) her happy go lucky attitude is always wat i need.
after listening to 31 presenter. i guess everyone didn't really do well for their FYP. perhaps it's because we all just can't wait to get out of SP. haha. so we did someone slack pass this project. so now it's left with our portfolio to prove to the teachers that we DLAs can do it n grad to be call Landscape Architects.
so i'm crossing my fingers and pray it will be good.
time to catch up the sleep i've lost.
Monday, January 15, 2007
after all these years
finally.
9:44:00 PM
everything is over.
after all these years of torture, i've finally get over & done with my FYP!!! haha! YEA!
darling thanks for everything. =)
Friday, January 12, 2007
thank god i found you
thank god it's friday.
3:52:00 PM
the past few days was pure shit.
didn't get to sleep well, didn't get to eat well, didn't have the time to jog and the most pro thing that i have done - i went to play pool in the middle of the night with a friend a few days before my dead line!
=) that was pure fun!
thank god i've an extra pair of hand yesterday. if not, i would not done it without you. =) thanks darling for taking care of me for the past few weeks.
it's so bored. i'm now waiting for the teacher to collect our project & i've been waiting ever since 1.30pm & now is 4.11pm. gosh, now long more must i wait! i just want to get it over & done with.
i need to sleep badly.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
2 days
time is running out!
3:52:00 PM
my right hand feels kind of numb. must be too much drawing. the feeling just suck when you can't help but rest.
& i'm so sleepy! can you imagine when your close your eyes trying to sleep, you can see nothing but your layout?! now i'm sleepy but my eyes seem to be wide open. total brain dead.
gosh. this is fucking scary.
i want a good night sleep more than anything else now.
Monday, January 08, 2007
it seem so fine
please tell me nothing wrong will happen during this period.
1:31:00 PM
it's only 5 days left.
just 5 days and i'll get back my life.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
soon it will be over
i think i'm behind time.
7:57:00 AM
5 more days left & i'll be free.
free in a good way or a bad way?
no one knows.
cross my fingers and pray.
here goes my sleepless nights again.
tell me. how many drawings must i draw? 1000 or 10 000?
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
4days3nights
4:59:00 PM
happy new year everyone!
a year has past and now we are in 2007! ain't that fast? after 1 more month, DLAs will be getting their ass out of SP for good! =) 3 years & now we are left with less than a month.
so princess carrie left for melbourne again leaving with us sweet memories. krispy kremes! babe remember to get a box for me when you are back again~ it's a pitty that she didn't get to watch the fire works and have the countdown with us. i still remember last year was crap how we celebrate new year. we were freaking queueing outside MOS for like 5hrs? & the shit part is we didn't get in & we didn't get to countdown! everyone outside was lost and too angry to know wat bloody time it is. but wat ever~ at least i'm with the people i love to cross over 2005 to 2006.
for this year's countdown, it's something different. still i didn't get to scream 5,4,3,2,1 happy new year which i always wanted to. but nvm. at least my year started with a symphony of fire works! yup, i was at the esplanade to catch that 8mins fire works. the weather was bad that night. it has those real irritating occasional rain that leaves you running searching for a shelter for every 15mins. only around 11pm than the weather start to play nice and allow the people to walk on the streets searching for their perfect spot to catch the fire works.
so my "perfect" spot isn't that perfect cause my view was blocked by One Fullerton! haha. in the end those low fire works display i can't really see much. only those that shoot real high up then i'm able to catch it. but the experience was wonderful. =) the food searching, running away from the rain, holding hands and squeezing thru the crowd was just sweet.
next year, i'll make sure i'll walk up the high way to have the best view of it.