Sunday, August 06, 2006
我的明天会是怎样...
for the past few days i can say...i didn't do much about the project that will be due on 16/8/06 which is like 10 days from now...i'm so so dead. i know i will be able to rush the whole thing out by friday IF i really work for it. but i guess i need to force myself to do it than to do it willingly. i've lost the passion for it already dunno for what reason. i guess perharps maybe this is not what i wanted. but since this is the last year and i still have left with 6 more months to graduate from this course, i shall force myself to stick to it n hang on. 6 more months that's all i need.
11:47:00 PM
now i'm worried. worried about alot of things. worried about things that i shouldn't even be worrying at this point of time. i'm worried about my future and what i will be able to provide and support my family. it's just so stupid of me to be worrying about this. there's still alot of other stuff that i'm worrying about and it has made me feeling down lately. god what is happening. why does this feeling is coming back to me again. if carrie was here, i'm sure there's a shoulder for me to cry on to. i guess i have start to feel the stress. the stress of having to take the responsibility...
yesterday met up wif aloy and gang. finally they got to intro me who is yi zhuang. he is a nice guy i can say. haha another nice guy that can be added into my list. yi zhuang n toby come down to pick me up but the stupid thing is yi zhuang don't know how to drive down to The Cathy so in the end we make a round in the CBD area and the round teh high way...that's is still not the worse part. the worse part is there's a jam on the high way. god know's why there's bloody jam on a staurday night!!! in the end aloy & sharon went in for the show first. the 3 of us were late for 1 hr...so we only got to watched the last hr of the show. but i'm glad that i'm part of the gang. glad to have know them. =)
我的明天会是怎样...会有奇迹吗?
