Thursday, September 14, 2006
gd bad or wat?
guess i'm not sleeping coz guess wat? my dog has FLEAS!!! is like wat the fuck rite? where the hell she got it frm? no one knows the answer anyway. but all i know dog fleas can attack and grow on human too and when it does i'm dead. so i guess i better make a visit to a pet shop once they've open and ask them wat can i do abt it. if not i'm going to kill my dog for god sake coz my dad is driving me crazy abt this issue! hai 7.14am. just got out from the bath rm after a nite in MOS. yes again...
7:16:00 AM
tonight was nth special. went mos coz rainie can't wait to club once the plane has touched down frm perth. she had lots of fun shaking her ass till the club closed. but for me, i can say i've a difficult nite. dunno y i'm having such weird feeling when i saw him. for the first time i feel terrible. feel like as if something bad had happen. as if he had killed my parents of something. but everything is still as the same. nth changed. maybe i just dunno wat i wan. got no idea wat i got to do now. i guess him himself also got no idea wat himself is thinking.
to miss:
long ago we were partners. we always come and go TOGETHER. but now it's all over. all the while i treat u real gd and close coz i thought tt u r true but now i dun think so. i've heard abt stuff u said abt me. stuff tt i dun even believe when i've heard it. but i know it's true. so i guess i've repay all the kindness. thank u so much for being wif me at the times me my life is in a total screw up situation. but i can tell u ur life isn't any better than me. now i'm standing on my own feet, having friends tt is true and enjoying wat is really can life. u sucking on other ppl (tt's non of my business) , having fun as u jump frm one to the another and still as usual trying to make me jealous wif all the attention u've got. i can tell u i'm never jealous coz i'm satisfied wif wat i've got. i'm contented and i'm happy wif my friends. so since we r having a very different life, we better just stay out of each other's business.
