Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i'm not ur whole world, u r not mine too. plz understand tt.
to tt somebody who pissed me off while i was at the crematorium:
1:27:00 AM
yesterday u called & seriously screw up my nite at jie han's place. do u know tt we r not together anymore? do u know tt do dun even have a stand to tell me tt u r disappointed in me? do u know tt saying tt u r disappointed in me has no effect on me anymore cause u r not my BF for god sake. even if u r my bf, seriously it's stupid to b jealous of me going to her hse to stay over. i dunno wat u r thinking but it's just childish. wake up ur idea man. we didn't really draw a line in our relationship after tt break up so i really do hope u r reading this. i need the both of us to behave normal. as in normal in our actions. back to friends, back to basic. tt's all i ask frm u.
ok so tt's some crap i got to tell someone.
today is really a day i run around teh whole of singapore! early in the morning went to chinatown for tt bloody vodka interview. gosh tt gal really gave me a hard time. seriously i'm not tt kind tt can sell myself. so when she asked "so wat makes u think tt u can b a promoter for our company?". i just sit there and real hard and in the end i gave a lame answer. tt lady is trying to see whether am i aggressive a not but the problem is i'm just not born wif tt~ and she need someone who is aggressive for tt job coz in DFS there is also other promoters who will b competing wif me. so being aggressive is just way too important for them. maybe i am aggressive when i was younger but tt part of me just seem to fade away as time goes by. so tt's too bad. plus i have no experience in sales so i guess i have lose half the battle. on man i feel like an idiot for not going to try out for the CKOA model making job. damp it.
after tt, me n jie han went over to boon lay. mandai crematorium. it's freaking far. but wat to do. i alway go an extra mile for a friend. when there to pay a visit to her god brother who died a few months back. coz tt poor gal really do miss him. even time when she start to talk abt him, her eyes will just b filled wif tears. we just hang around there for an hour talking abt him and then we make our way to orchard to chill.
met rainie in the evening to have dinner together b4 heading down for the party. ate mac...shit shouldn't have eat tt. not i'm like regreting...all the fries, coke and nuggets is so going down my ass. the seventeen party @ Zouk is as usual. nothing surprising. nothing special. it's just like all the past parties i've attended before. it made us wait for an hour b4 it starts. when me n rainie was there, rainie suddenly tell me tt one of the contestant is frm SP and she is frm architecture! tt was something shocking coz i've been in SP for 3 years n i never seen a babe frm BE before. when i saw tt girl cat walk her way up n down the stage, i dun think she is gorgeous or wat. she is just like a normal looking gal tt u can find a whole bunch in orchard road. but in the end u know wat? she got third place for the Miss Seventeen Competition!!! ain't it cool! it's totally shocking lor!
ok time to get my beatuy sleep~ tml perhaps maybe the day to shake ass again. coz aL is out!
