Monday, October 09, 2006
hopes = pressure
got to chat wif bro on msn today. as usual, we talk abt the future in a way. abt money, abt our mom, abt wat we can do to lessen her burden. he was thinking of opening a shop to sells accessories & stuff coz he find it's a profitable business. he said money would not b a matter coz he got his ways to get it. i think it's not a bad idea. a right place for me to b at after i grad. =)
11:46:00 PM
i told him tt i'm planning to give jewellery design a try. since now i have some money, i'll just do something i use to like. as usual, he is encouraging. he said i should have go into tt long ago. coz sheena is earning not bad frm it! haha i know i'm abit slow but at least now i'm trying. so thx to rainie for inspiring me. thx for the encouragement. i really need to search for my flare in design. tt passion i used to have when i was in sec sch. tt passion tt mr san gave to me. hai where had it all been? god knows where.
bro is worried abt where i will b after i grad. he is worried abt whether will i b able to find a job, make money n support our family. gosh, this is stressing. he has already pinned some hopes on me. & i seriously dun wan to disappoint him. i told him tt i'm sort of sure tt i will not going into landscape line but i will definitely find a clerical job somewhere & earn tt money tt i should b earning.
but no matter how, design is still my passion in the first place. i'm sure i've chose this path for a purpose.
