Friday, November 03, 2006
what am i
suddenly one of them is back. not good.
9:59:00 AM
in the past there's no explanation given to the sudden MIA after christmas. i search for answer to know what had happen and someone did give me an answer. to know the truth is very hurting. looks like status and wealth of the family matters alot.
but that's not my freaking fault.
i can't chose whether am i able to be born into a rich family a not.
now the sudden calls and smses really did make me wonder what you want from me? why are you back out of a sudden? is it because you are feeling empty & i'm your bloody back up plan? i hope that's not the answer.
i wonder do you know that you did let me fall so badly that i can't really get up. during that depression, it made me think and wonder a hell lot of stuff. i wanna tell you that you have taken me for a ride. a bad one. i will forgive you but trust me i will never forget.
