Monday, December 18, 2006
all i ask of you
i lost my cool today for the very very first time ever since god-knows-when. people out there you know meg don't lose her cool that easily. i've said something i shouldn't have. something that i don't even think i'll forgive myself for saying.
11:07:00 PM
i got no idea why this happen.
i just feel stress up. very very stress up. carrie baby, come home soon. your handmaiden is dying.
perhaps you are correct. i'm thinking too much and maybe i'm expecting too much out of this too.
to say, is to be assured. or at least tell me what do you expect out of me.
this will really make everything easier.
no false hope.
juan you are right. christmas is really indeed a season to reflect.