Wednesday, April 11, 2007
during the cold nights, only you can keep me warm
after so sO SO LONG, my internet connection is still unavailable. even my 29 inch flat screen tv is not here too!
4:17:00 PM
this explains why i haven't been blogging for so long. anyway i've been busy too~
last week was one of my worst week in my life.
my grandmama passed away last monday night. so everyone went rush over immediatly after receiving my uncle's call. it was a painful experience i can swear to you. i never knew it would hurt so much to see someone you love lying there dead. no matter how much you call for her, she will never ever reply you again. i cried a hell lot that day to the extend that on tuesday morning, i look like a goldfish going for work.
i was so worry about mom cause she didn't cry a single bit which is really weird. kor told us to be strong and take extra good care of mom and if there's any problem, call him immediatly. so i guess everyone is worried about lao ma zi.
the whole funeral lasted for 5days and ever since tuesday, i was at the funeral helping out as much as i could. everyone was damn shag on friday which is the last day of the funeral. seeing the coffin being pushed into the fire by some computerised machine, everyone cried and call for grandmama. kor was crying so badly that it breaks me to see him like that. and trust me i've never seen him cry that way for the last 19 years of my life.
so everything ended. leaving nothing but sweet memories of grandmama and a gold ring she use to wear.
mom gave me the gold ring cause she know that i would want it very very much as a memento.
now i'm wearing it as it fit my index finger perfectly.
