Monday, April 30, 2007
everything seem so far. very very far.
now my dream to travel to thailand, taiwan & melbourne seem very far away.
10:18:00 PM
after a week of calculation, i've concluded that it's totally impossible to travel to that 3 places by the end of this year. you must be wondering why right? the answer is simple. i got to bring money back home every month which i seriously got no idea it would take up such a big portion of what i'm earning. having the money but not able to spend it and pamper urself just suck.
every month people seem to be looking forward to pay day. but for me, i got no idea what to look forward to. trust me i'm not doing any better. everything seem to stay at square one.
before grad, i had a damn long list of what i wanna do. but now, i had a damn long list of what i can't do. so i'm not feeling good about it.
it just suck.
