Wednesday, October 17, 2007
i'm sorry that i didn't feel it when you do. but at least i did in the end.
it has been 17 days working in a brand new enviornment and i can happily tell myself it's not a place i wanna be in at all. i can't find words to describe it but the people there are just different. way too different from other jobs that i have tried before.
12:25:00 AM
if money is all that you are after in a job, i'm glad to introduce mine to you.
ever since i'm here, things never seem to work out well enough. one of the very thing i hate is shift work. it sort of eat up your entire day leaving you not much time to do anything else. i see that coming before i join but trust me it's much worst for one to expect. everything there is slow and mono. there's nothing that will inspire you to move forward or to do even better or even to stay in that place. now i'm already thinking when i should i leave that place if things continue to be this way.
for the pass few days, it had been real stressed. surfing the net and checking the newspaper looking for a new place to stay is really tough. it's double the tough when time is not by your side. in the end, we found a place and paid $700 for a room which i really regret 1 day later. i find myself stupid to do something like that when the night before i told him that things will work out fine as long as we have each other.
i thought thru the night and i seriously find that it's too late since i've already sign the docuements.
how i wish this is a bad dream.
