Monday, October 22, 2007
you feel that it's eating you up bit by bit and that's scary
when one can't adapt what can one do? that's a million dollar question i always ask myself every now and then.
8:51:00 PM
seriously, this slow pace kind of evironment is driving my crazy. i've really made a wrong choice coming in and now i'm afraid of making the wrong choice getting out. benny said "it's better to be earning less in a job that you like rather than earning alot in a job that you hate." that's what i told myself too. but i'm afraid that i didn't stay long enough to get to really feel how is working here like.
i really do pray that the lord can give me a hand. i need a damn obvious direction on where i should go. i've always missed good opportunity as it always come a little too late and i'm sick of it.